I am starting this blog mostly for me...if you enjoy reading it wonderful!  I am embarking in huge changes in my life and need a place to talk about how I am feeling and an outlet for the potential crazy.  I am snarky, bitchy, and cranky on a good day but I handle most things in life with inappropriate humor.

I am a single mom with 3 boys one is an adult (not grown up mind you!) One is pre-teen and my drama princess (did not have a girl but I have drama!) And my youngest is moderate to severe autistic (and seriously the one who listens the best!).  I am moving into a bigger place with two 25ish age boys (like my kid brothers) and thier dad who has dementia and I am starting school as soon as I can. also throw in dating/my stalkerish ex and his tramp/heatlh issues/ and a past that is enough baggage to fill a hold in a 747!

So here it goes...

I have been living with my mom off and on because the house I was leasing with an option to buy has some issues. Furnace went out, pipes froze and it was hit by vandaling teens...mostly they made a huge mess inside and then the pipes flooded it. I am trying to recover what I can and start over!   So today I spent two hours in the cold purging clothes (that are musty) and trying to decide what I want in my new life....ummmm none of it?  Ok pictures maybe....

I have a meeting at the boys new school some time this week to figure out placement for beasty #3. I am nervous about all of it. His special needs are my top priority in this move. Even to the point of being in the same room with my ex for all these meetings (barf).  He claims he is worried about the move in case anything happens hes an hour and a half away.  Which is just another excuse to potentially move where I am going (because at the time he is 4 blocks from me and is all over my business).  I do not want him to follow but can't stop him if he chooses I suppose.

So I am torn...and tangled up about all of my choices.   But onward I go!